Life Stinks..

[Barracuda_41]

:'( Well today i got a bad phone call from my daughters cancer doc.. To start it all off most of you dont know i have been dealing with my youngest daughters brain tumor.. she has been thru some really bad things over the last almost 2 yrs now.. 2 brain surgeries one that almost killed her and another that lasted 17hrs.. and she came out of that screwd up.. she has also been doing a new cemo, she has had more neddles poked into her and more MRI's than anyone and has been to see more docs than ever.. She was given 5 mos to live befour this last surgery. Now i get this call today and they say her tumor is growing even faster and the cemo pills are not working fast enough so now they want to put a IV thingy in her chest and give her really strong doses of cemo that will make her very very sick.. so after all thats been done and that she has gone thru Cassie and us have desided not to go with the chest IV treatment... Now its a matter of time...    My day couldnt possably get any worse..... :'( Sorry just had to vent.... :'( :'( :'(

[Ritchie]

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Shoot.
vent away man.
I have a daughter. She showed me what true love was when she came into my life. She is going on nine months now. I am not even gonna pretend that I can imagine what you are feeling.......because I do not want to imagine it... Anyway stay strong. Prayers are with you.


Peace.

[redtailedmel]

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ive been keeping up with you and your daughter because i have been there having had cancer myself and having my grandpa and uncle die from it, and knowing how difficult it is to go through. my uncle had those chest iv treatment they only made him worse. i believe by not doing the iv you are helping your daughter to not go through all the suffering that my uncle went through. and after hearing of your bad news today ill have an extra few prayers said for you and cassie. sorry to hear that you had to get bad news. i hope that god helps your family through this and that he will help heal her. god bless
melissa

[SnakeDan]

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Barracuda,
You can be sure that Cassie and you are in our prayers.Stay strong . And you can vent to us anytime.
Best wishes
Dan & Mary

[sclark]

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Hi Tracey ,

I honestly am so sorry your daughter is going through this. Like stated earlier, I have two kids, 7y/o son and a 2y/o daughter. I couldn't imagine what your daughter or you and your family are going through. Stay strong and I will keep your daughter and you as well as your family in our good thoughts..

Steve Clark

[eViL_KaRoT]

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Oh Tracey, I am so sorry to hear about your Daughter. I know you've been going through some hard times. Our thoughts are with you. If I could, I'd come up there just to give you a big hug and tell you I'm sorry!!! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( We're here for you!! s16.gif My fiancee and I are planning on having a child soon and I couldn't imagine going through what you are!!!

Nate and Lily

[Barracuda_41]

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:'( :'( Thanks everyone for being there and putting up with me.. As i walked thru the woods today all i could do is cry and think about what in the world am i gona do.. :-[ :'( Everytime i look in her eyes all i see is pain and all the things we have done together and shared since she was born..Cassie shares the same passion i have for animals and caring for them.. All our pets bring us lots of joy and we really love them they help us to get thru a really bad day..I came home and curled up on the couch with Delilah and she was such a good girl just hangin out with mom and keeping me company..If it wasnt for the animals being such a huge part of the family i dont think i would be able to keep my sanity.. Cassie is gona be going to the reptile show and swap on the 3rd they are having a real big one here in Mich. in GrandRapids, i know it will be fun for her and it also gets her out of the house.. Tomarrow she goes back to the cancer doc for another round of cemo pills, hopefully this will kick in soon and start shrinking or stop the growth of this tumor, the cancer doc says as fast as this tumor is growing more than likely cassie will have a very short time left with us.. since she wont do the chest IV cemo hes gona keep her on the new pill cemo.. The hardest part is knowing that we have done everything we can to help her and nothing is working, 2 major brain surgeries, radiation, this new cemo and nothing is working to stop this cancer... I look in the mirror and say to myself, man i could never have done what she has so far... I truley look up to cassie and admire her and am so **** proud of everything she has done to this day..... MOM LOVES YA BABY!!!! :'(

[redtailedmel]

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that is so sweet i think im going to be crying with you, it really shows what a strong bond you have with her and im sure you will treasure her always! she is your special angel from god!!!!!! and i will be praying that he doesnt take her from you and that you will see her grown to a mature adult woman acomplishing all her dreams!!!!! god bless
melissa

[XzyluM]

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Cassie is still in my thoughts and prayers Tracey. I wish her the best.

[Red]

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I just have a "?"... Being that I know sombody that had brain cancer and was told that if they didn't go on the chest iv they would die and if they did they would die anyways...
So they stoped the cemo and changed to the herbal anti-cancer treatment... No reg. doc. will tell you it even exist... because the fedral law says that you can not say a herb works or you can be sued...
Well anyways that was five years ago and when she started the treatment it started getting better with in a week and 6 months later it was half the size.. Now they can't even find where it was let alone the tumor it self....
There are some good doc.'s out there that are euapean trained and licened and they can and will tell you all about it.... in europe they have 1/4 the death rate of people with cancer... Because they don't use cemo for the most part.,... only on the really hard to treat cases...
The addvantage to the herbal stuff is that your body is not being poisoned so it has energy to heal its self and work with the anti-cancer drugs... I am not saying this will help for sure but I beg you to serch out all the different things and I can give you a list... (my girlfriend is a herbalist) of all the anti-cancer herbs there are..... Our modern medacine has really missed the mark on cancer... I hope and prey for your daughter....
Eric aka,....Red